Hahaha

So....I must blog about what happened this weekend, so i had girl drinks on saturday, the theme was sailors and pirates, i had the time of my life, me raquel and ashlea were so wasted we walked all the way to bk from mine in high high heels, everyone was laughing at us, and my feet were killing, i got heaps of good photos in the bk toilets with raquel and ash, then we got home where all my friends were and there was poo on the ground, everyone was wasted as and i was so shocked hahaha we know who did it too, but she doesn't remember herself :L and then a few guys came around, hung out for a bit then buggered off to sleep, i was texting bray and told him to come stay, and then i fell asleep so he didn't haha, great weekend, i loved it. Soon to come, a post of next weekend, Leon's 17th.

Tattoo ideas?

Maybe this?

Today and from now on

i have a plan, i will get my car, and join the gym, try my hardest at work, and eat healthier.
My life will be happier, if i change my ways.
1. get a car.
2. join the gym.
3. be an amazing hair dresser.

I must laugh

Or else ill die, i need to laugh. I need to start going out more, I just need to. I need to get a car so i can leave when i want. I need to go on a roadtrip. I must go soon, I'll book a holiday, how about feb 8th? or maybe earlier, needs to be warm, ill go up north. and camp. i must. i must leave!

Shocked out of my mind

Never thought this would happen again, i seen you standing there... I was amazed, it was like i had been waiting for that moment to kiss you just one last time. We stood there together for a moment, then it happened, right in front of my girl, we fell back into the past and brushed each others lips, i felt like we never parted, we went back to yours and stayed in your bed, you told me my eyes were still beautiful, in the morning you still called me baby and hun even though we were sober. And we showered together, i got picked up... then everything went normal again, we are nothing, we never were. Our whole relationship was fake, including our emotions. Like you said you don't care about alot anymore. Well neither do i, i thought i loved you, fuck it. I don't even care. Bye bye sorrow and hello happiness. 

and i wish

if the truth is your a liar, going out of my head now.

I hope i see you this time, i use to avoid you with every bus, every pavement and every shopping mall. Now i want to see you, and i want to look in your eyes with disgust. You are disgusting. I won't even touch you, but the look in my eyes will shock you, because you have no idea how much i regret you. I regret you. 

Where are all the good friends, the fun ones, ya know? the ones who wouldn't tell a soul you're secrets, the ones that you can have a amazing night with and get up to heaps of shit and no one knows, the ones that have your back no matter what, and want to get involved in the most dramatical things. I need one of those ones, i need some one outrageous?

I need to get away

This place is about to kill me. I need a little adventure. Take me some where, some where far, far away. I can't wait to get my car, because then i can leave, whenever i want, where ever i want. I need a buddy though, care to come with?

Tonight

I may be lonely, but I know this weekend I won't be. I will surround my self with friends, i will forget you and I will have fun, just this weekend, I just want to forget you. I want to forget you're touch, you're smell, and you're lies. Just one weekend please, it's been almost a year since we found out, and what's the bet you won't remember, you would never remember, it's not like Marley meant anything to you, only me, he is only mine.